Back to Day Dreaming :)

Empty mind creates vaccum!

This, the little tall girl has learnt the hard way. Now she is back to her own world of day dreaming. What a relief it gives, especially when you think of things that you are going to do in life!

It is so much pleasure or happiness to imagine things that you want to do in life... it is another matter, whether you actually do it in life... but it is all worth to atleast imagine and think that way. Ultimately what is important is happiness and if you are going to get it by thinking something, which anyway will not affect anyone else is simply fine. This girl always loved day dreaming and maybe all these depression and sort happened only when she forgot to day dream.

Now, the question is... is life worth living just in dreams. No, but this girl is still not strong enough to take decisions. She is living to the situation and not taking up challenges. Wish she is more assertive and starts taking up challenges!

Good Day.

Deep, Dip, Depression!

Why is Sujatha Srinivasan like this?
Maybe hypnotism is a solution... come on! Why create more problems? Be yourself. Talk openly and never keep things to yourself... simple.. life will be very simple... I know, it is easy to say and tough to practise... but then we also need people to say such things.

Sujatha offlate is crying with no reason. Probably starting stage of depression... whatever... now she has decided to be a little open.. share things with others. Hopefully, she gets better.

C U... good day.

Wanna cry Sujatha style?

Result - A big flop!

Yes, Sujatha Srinivasan's Gandhian style treatment only met with failure! Ha Ha Ha... no laughing dear... it happened to be a more serious problem... and this little tall girl was not aware of it!

The cold as she believed turned out to be viral fever and soon reactive arthritis (little less than Chickungunya).

She met the doctor, reviewed with him periodically and took all medicines properly... but now she is okay minus strong mind... every now and then, she loses her mind, or the confidence, feels sick and down and cries out loud...

Sujatha herself was shocked to know that she can cry so much. On one occasion, she simply took the next available bus to Chennai but that didn't solve her crying habit or the so called depression.

Now, she is worried, what happened to her... she thinks it is all because of some hormonal change or probably the medicines that were prescribed for reactive arthritis. Whatever, she is trying hard to get mentally fit.. hope she does :)

Experiences of cold...ala MG style

This is Sujatha Srinivasan's experiences with cold & fever... she has decided not to take any medicines. (Ooch.. i took one crocin on day 2. Maybe that was due to severity of the virus and also to satisfy people at home... from then on, I have cautiously not taken any medicine.) :)

Best Wishes dear little tall girl... hehe.. encouraging myself... :)

Day One: At Chennai (14.02.10)
Feeling grogy. Tired. Want to lie down in the bed all time.
Early symptoms of cold. Took two garlic pearls.

Day Two: On Train... reached Coimbatore in the afternoon.
Completely unwell. Tired.
Sure of having caught cold. Took chicken soup. Helped sit in office for sometime. Took one crocin in the night but still had a troubled sleep.

Day Three: Took leave.
No way, I could think of exerting myself.
Running nose made me run every few minutes to the wash basin. Drowsiness and sickness made me mad. Watched three films at home to whale away the time and also pain.

Day Four: Went to office.
Wanted to file something, but still not well. Running nose picked up by headache subdued.

Day Five: Went to office.
Still worse. Felt sick in the morning but somehow made up to Jairam Ramesh press meet. I looked horrible and Ramesh was searching for ET correspondent, when I was sitting right under his nose!
Came back to office and filed a report, also another story following BSE annoucement.
Returned home with terrible headache, which continued into the night leaving me sleepless.

Day Six: Went to office.
Got up with giddiness. Wish I took leave. But somehow managed to reach office with heavy cold and dizziness.
Tired and unable to open eyes. Took lemon jucie in the morning to add to my immune power. :)
The temperature has started to rise and my whole body is in little shivers... will i make it through this experiment without taking doctor's help! Let me wait and see.